Thank You Danielle - there is hope yet

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You Possess A Rare and Beautiful Gift

 No I am not about to get slushy or fill this page with sweet thoughts.

I was raised to believe I would never amount to anything. I was once a lay chaplain in the Unitarian Universalist church. Before that I became a wife and soon after that, a mother. I am now convinced that living a loving and responsible life is the reason. 

The people who said I would never amount to anything were mothers and housewives. My own mother believed our power was in the things we did and believed. My mother was also a singer, a dancer, a cook and housekeeper.  

She raised four children, loved and respected family but never spoke about her values. She relied on "feminine mystique" and was loved by many but the word LOVED was never used. 

In Britain at that time people did not use gushing words. This was England where many lost their lives or loved ones during WWII.'

I can hear one of my three children sigh. Because my writing is "preachy". I love all my children and grandchildren. They are part of my family who remind me that life matters. More than that, they are smarter than me.

I love the people who care about health, my mental health, the people who keep the Nanaimo Unitarian Fellowship going and the doctors and nurses who care about my health. I love the Jewish people, the Christian people, the gardeners, the tree trimmers, the producers of vegetables and TV programs. I love the neighbours who visit when my husband has to do his duties around the home and garden.

I love the people who have offered to take me to the synagogue when they were going. I love the mechanics who fix things. I love the neighbours who let me know when they are going shopping in case I need a lift. I love the woman who visits the tree in my back yard and trims it each year, the family who fix other broken things. 

This is a long-winded way of saying I love humanity.

Flowers or Man

I thought I would write another poem here.

But I did this instead

 

In all the media coverage that entered my computer

I think about a photo of Greta Thunburg

with an ad on top of that

saying she is struggling with her health

surrounded by advertising for things you can buy.

This is not the first time I have compared

life to the images bought and paid for

by corporations selling their products.

How are we? What will tomorrow bring?

You may think this is a blank space but I think it is an opportunity to write some words down to remind all of us who we are.

Who are you?

How do you feel about the state of this world? How do you feel about your family? Are they doing okay? 

What if I told you your purpose, your life, is yet to start?

You are here to bring humanity back to life.

To stop judging others, the news headlines, the "rulers" and "leaders".

Yes we all have  a problem. This world is a mess. Men who think they are ordained to lead us, to fix the problems.

No I can't tell you who you are or why you are here. I have been scanning opinions all over this computer and I don't know what the answer is.

For centuries we have told ourselves to think. Get it right. What is the problem?

Is it anti-semitism? Misogyny? Greed? Capitalism? Fear? Poverty? 

I think it is the endless competitions to win. We can't just live our lives. We must leave the world a better place than we found it.

It is the endless arguments that fill up our heads.

What do I have to do to prove .... stop!

You do not have to prove anything. You have to live your life?

I'm not the expert I think I should be!

I'm not special in a fantastic way.

I am special in a quiet thoughtful way but not more special than you.

Yes you are special.

Every raindrop is special.

How do I know that? I feel it.

Feel you ask?

How do you know, how can you prove.

I am not here to prove, I am here to help humanity see its worth.

No this is not self aggrandizing. I am not special any more than all other living things.

How do I know I'm special then?

We are all special. Even Donald Trump!

What way am I useful? What can I offer this world? How can I save it from nuclear war? From egocentric "leaders". 

This planet is at risk of being destroyed by egocentric egos.

What can I do about that? Who can I influence to not do any harm?

Human history is plagued by egos believing its their duty to teach us a lesson?

How do we influence men who are a threat to our planet? We are still fighting against "the jews", "the Catholics", the "Oligarchs" and the warriors dreaming about how to save the world by controlling it.

For centuries humans have dreamt about how to save this planet with its critters fighting for food and shelter.

We invented "the jews" as a problem that we must "deal" with. Even though they are smarter than us.

But we have an imagination that keeps us awake at night imagining what they may do to us sometime in the future. This is antisemitic. And so it is antisemitism keeping us awake.

Or people of colour who are loved and successful.

Or our children when they grow up and no longer need our protection. Or our neighbours who might be suffering and secretly scheming to take something of ours away? Or an ex who is still angry about leaving. Domestic violence is on the rise we are told?

Feminists? Neighbours? Christians? Transgender people? Strangers? Immigrants?

Just how safe are we? 

No-one can tell me the day and time my life will end. What should I do?

Without Emotions to Balance Our Fears

 We shall use our thoughts carelessly.

We can imagine all sorts of cruel scandals invented by The Other. There's enough there to keep us talking for days. We have a long history from the Romans to the Nazi's.